środa, 16 listopada 2016

Into the light

Chasing the light seems to have been the main motivation of my actions for several last years. Being down and lacking wholeness in myself made me seak for ways to find myself wherever I could. Good thing was I had never felt lost to the point I had felt helpless. Even in my darkest times I knew things would turn out all right. Sure, life has its ups and downs. Always. But normality and connection with myself was what I was searching for. Not perfection.
This blog that I am starting to write will be an account of my ventures into the light and into the dark. Wherever I am at a given moment, whatever emotions take hold of me - that what I want to share. Because even that I am finally connected, found, sound and "me", there is a long road ahead of me. Hopefully a road of good life. Certainly a road of progress and intellectual and emotional development. And surely a road meant to take me to the place of my happy, my joy, my fulfilled. At least I am devoted to make sure it takes me there.
I want to have a tangible account of my sort of spiritual growth. Every day brings different challenges different thoughts, realisations and feelings. I do not know who I will be in ten years from now. But surely ten years from now I want to have a written proof of the emotional distance I will have progressed.
"Create something today" was a quote displayed in one of the Instagram accounts I follow, several months ago. This quote gained importance and ,really, life to me. Not every day I get to create something tangible. But I sure try to create as often as I can. The feeling is so freeing and joyful. Your creations are like beings that you bring into life. I won't shy away from trying to express myself. Better or worse the style and the message, I have the right to voice my opinions and the need to put my thoughts int words. So let's do this. Let's start this account of my journey into the light. Let's start this blog.
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