Unconditional love. The love that a mother usually has for her child. How many of us have experienced it outside early childhood? Even if then. Conditions conditions conditions. I want to better myself. I need to lose that 20 lbs. I need to get in shape. I must read 4 books each month. Meditate. Do headstands, pushups, burpees. Color my hair, buy cute clothes, keep my closet organized. Speak mindfully, with warmth and understanding. I need to be the best version of myself. I need to be flawless - to be loved - by me.
That freaking sucks. I'm real hateful right now. The media is making most of us miserable. We never have enough stuff. Enough superficial methods to make us happy. Meanwhile if I go outside, take a walk, look up to the sky, have ice cream and lmfao with ma hubby - that I call joy. Joy is free and simple. Perfection comes with pain and a lot of shopping imho. And that IS for a reason. Think about it falks.
In love with my imperfect ME <3
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